Entries for April, 2004
Happy April fool's day! Wadda ya know, it's april already. So, What's in store for me? Hmm.. Just look at my dates list on the left side. See that? I don't know why are there many April birthday celebrants at my #weareanime family (Please read evey detail on the list. Very important). Must be fate. hehehe. Maybe if every one celebrant could make a party for their birthday, it's a month-long party for everyone . Imagine that, party everyday. LOL. Nakakasawa naman yun. hehehe.By the way, it's Tere's graduation today. Congratulations Tere! Luv yu! |
It was 8pm last night, while I was at Ate Recy's shop. I recieved an SMS from my sister, telling me to come home right-away. My father got a heart attack, and was sent to hospital that night. I replied an OK, and told her that I will come home as soon as possible. My body was shaking. I can't talk. Bible was asking me what happened. But I can't talk. I rode a jeepney as soon as I got out of the shop's door, rushing on the way home. On the way, I was praying with a small rosary which Tere gave to me. Some people know how I hated my father. But when IT happened, I didn't know why I felt like that. Maybe because... he's still my father. For some reason, he's still alive. Thank God. |
It is selfish to pray for someone to LOVE you. Maybe it really hurts to see the truth that a person won't really love you like what you wanted. |
Yup. I got a temporary work for now. A friend of my father hired me to do some clerical job (at least, it's a work). Last Thursday (it was Holy Thursday), me, JJ, Louanne, Jjay, and Gerard went to Tong's house in Poblacion, Makati to see the infamous kubols. Kubols are stations of the cross, formed on an artistic way. There was this moment that we saw Mayor Jejomar Binay (mayor of Makati) comming towards us to visit the Kubol near that area. Together with his councilmen on his party, people are so eager to see him. There was so many people. It was warm that night. I saw a piece of board, and I fan myself with it. It was a campaign material from some guy named Yabut. I was about to shake hands with Binay's troop, but it seems they don't even want to look at me. I wondered why. When they were gone, I realized that the fan I was using is from a guy from another party. Geez. The Irony of this is... now, I am working for Mayor Binay's party. LOL. Before I go to work, I saw a sticker near our house that says "Ibotong Muli! Mayor Lito Atienza". Lito Atienza is the mayor of Manila. Mukhang naliligaw ang sticker na to a. Makati ata to. Ang sabi naman ng papa ko, "Baka magulat na lang tayo dito pa manalo yan..." Well, anyway, thanks to God at least I got a work. Hmm... tomorrow is April 13 na pala... @_@ |
I'm spending my birthday now alone. Too bad I got work. Pero ganun talaga eh. Salamat na lang sa mga nag text at mga nakaalala Pasyensya na at wala kong pera pang celebrate. lol. I would also want to greet Kim a happy birthday. Tinatawagan ko sya kahapon pero wala naman sa bahay . So what's my plan? Malay ko. Last night, I went to Adz house just to get the Dragon ball Cd's. Pero sa totoo lang naghahanap lang talaga ko ng makakausap nung time na yun. hehehe. Inaatake na naman kasi ako ng depression. Inabutan na nga ko ng bday ko dun kina Adz. Anyway, Hanap na lang ako mapapagtripan to cheer me up.Nakakapagod talaga ang work ko. Like kanina, Napagod ako kakalaro ng Private server-Ragnarok, ng DynoMite, at kakakain sa office. Grabe. ![]() |
Tere, with her boyfriend, once again went to Metro Manila. His boyfriend has to do some trading on Megamall that day. And as usual, puro kwentuhan kami. Dumating rin si Nico at Dan. Pero si Dan sobrang late na dumating, at halos wala pa atang isang oras sila nagkasama ni Tere. Kasi naman galing pa palang school to. Maghahanap pa nga pala ko ng hulugan ng letter. San kaya meron dito. Hmm... "Whenever you feel abandoned or alone, just remember that somehow, somewhere, someone think of you. We never really are alone." |
Like what I told you before, just go on on what you think you are doing right. You should do something for yourself, so that in the end, you got no regrets.
It's nice to hear Side A Band's Maybe . |
Dahil wala lang ako mai-post. This is one of my favorite songs ever. Together In Electric Dreams by League Human I only knew you for a while I never saw your smile Till it was time to go Time to go away (time to go away) Sometimes its hard to recognise Love comes as a surprise And its too late It's just too late to stay (too late to stay) [Chorus] We'll always be together However far it seems (love never ends) We'll always be together Together in electric dreams Because the friendship that you gave Has taught me to be brave No matter where I go I'll never find a better prize (find a better prize) Though you´re miles and miles away I see you everyday I don't have to try I just close my eyes I close my eyes [Chorus till fade] It's nice to hear Malamang yung nasa taas . |
A special friend of mine came back for a visit. She's Cindy, who used to live in Makati, but her parents made her study in Bacolod for some reason. She's quite thinner than I used to know (but she thought she became fatter than before. LOL) I fetched her at 2pm on a 7-11 branch near her house somewhere in Makati. At a first glance, I didn't recognize her (hey! It's been 2 years man!) We went to SM Megamall later that day for a surprise visit to our #weareanime friends. Well, It was quite a surprise. Nobody in there was expecting for her arrival. It was funny, though. She was hiding under a cap. I really missed this girl a lot. |
Oh man... As the May 10 Election comes nearer, the stress at the office gets tougher. Yesterday, my boss talked to me personally about my attitude towards work. Someone in the office told him that I was just playing games on my PC (which is true). There are a lot of f****** hypocrites in that office. I see a lot of people playing around. But why only me? So, I just accepted the words my boss told me, because all of those are true, but I will gonna kill the one who told him those things. So, from that day forward, I became very cold to some of my officemates, and never played any games on my PC. lol.There have been a lot of paperworks lately. I became dizzy reading and typing. Argh... ![]() I am thinking of resigning as an operator of #weareanime. I think I am not doing my responsibilities anymore. But I shall think about this many more times. Anyway, I am happy with my friends around. An operator status is just an operator status. Friends are more important. It's nice to hear Neocolors' Maybe . |
Eventually, I found out who blowed the whistle. It was my boss' son, who also works on that office, but not as a higher position where I am now. He works on that office as an encoder, like I am right now. It was an another officemate who told me about this (inaanak ng dad ko sa kasal na dun rin nagtatrabaho). But she told me that he didn't really mean to tell his dad, he just slipped his tongue about himself, just playing around in the office (eventually, his dad got mad at him about that and also asked about the people who are playing around). But it's no really big deal. I'll just go on with my work... ![]() Yesterday, I went to Kim's house to fix her ancient PC. Too bad I can't fix it anymore. Maybe it's really time now for that 486 PC to retire. Rest in peace. x_x Do you believe in destiny? Not the cable company, but the word itself. I am almost believing in it... almost. Wondering why am I asking this? KASI... wala lang. Akin na lang yun. |
Post down your worldly treasures (do not enter abstract things like love, friends, world peace, etc.). . Letters / Pictures . my 2 wooden cross necklaces on strings . My diary and this journal . the old 3310 Cellphone . my 7+ gigs of MP3s . My PC . Ragnarok Online account . Gundam Model Kits . Scottie Pippen Basketball Card Album . CDs (programs, music, etc.) . Foreign / Local bills & coins collection *I don't like wearing luxurious jewelry |
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. Imagine that, party everyday. LOL. Nakakasawa naman yun. hehehe.
Pasyensya na at wala kong pera pang celebrate. lol. I would also want to greet Kim a happy birthday. Tinatawagan ko sya kahapon pero wala naman sa bahay
. So what's my plan? Malay ko. Last night, I went to Adz house just to get the Dragon ball Cd's. Pero sa totoo lang naghahanap lang talaga ko ng makakausap nung time na yun. hehehe. Inaatake na naman kasi ako ng depression. Inabutan na nga ko ng bday ko dun kina Adz. Anyway, Hanap na lang ako mapapagtripan to cheer me up.
hypocrites in that office. I see a lot of people playing around. But why only me? So, I just accepted the words my boss told me, because all of those are true, but I will gonna kill the one who told him those things. So, from that day forward, I became very cold to some of my officemates, and never played any games on my PC. lol.