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WOW! Nagulat ako nung binuksan ko ang Yahoo! Mail ko kanina.  ---------------------------- Tinatry ko ngayon yung suggestion ni Potpot, 1 Liter of water a day (pero naka 2L ata ko kahapon.) Grabe ihi ako ng ihi LOLz. Malamang. Niresearch ko pa sa internet ang effect nito, sabi raw e ok to sa mga nagda-diet at nagfa-flush ng toxins ng katawan (tatagal kaya ako?) ---------------------------- Kaninang umaga habang natutulog pa ko, nararamdaman ko na nangangati ang bandang paanan ko. Di ko pinansin yun at nagpatuloy sa pagtulog. Kamot ng kamot. Hanggang sa hindi ko na matiis. bumangon na ako sa sobrang kati. Paggising ko, nagulat na lang ako dahil nakita kong punong puno ng langgam ang higaan ko! WTH! Pinagpag ko lang damit ko at pinabayaan muna ang mga langgam dun. Pagbalik ko nung hapon, magic! nawala ang mga langgam. Marahil na-sense nila na reresbakan ko sila. ---------------------------- Note to myself: Mag-ingat sa pag-comment at pagbibiro sa mga tao. |
Haha grabe napuyat ako kakaisip. 7am na ko nakatulog. Kaya dinaan ko na lang sa jogging ang pag-iisip ko. May tao atang masama loob sa kin... *hikbi*. ----------------------------- Dumaan ako ng AMA kahapon sa Parañaque para magtanong sa dean kung maari ko bang ulitin ang Thesis A ko. Talaga nga palang uulitin ko yun. Nagulat sila sa record ko, 2002 ko pa huling kinuha ang thesis ko. Ako rin naman nagulat at naghinayang sa mga panahong nasayang. Grabe! ARGH! Nakakainis lang pag naaalala ko yun. Goodluck na lang sa kin. Basta, tatapusin ko na talaga to para makapagtrabaho na ng professional. Naka schedule nga pala ang subject ko nang Monday, 11am-2pm. Pero under petition (which means baka magbago pa ang sched, or worst, baka ma-drop, depending kung less than 15 students ang mag-eenrol dun) pa pala yung subject na yun kasi every 3rd Trimester talaga kinukuha ang thesis A, and the upcoming Trimester is 1st tri. ----------------------------- Basta susubukan ko talagang magtrabaho abroad. Sana maayos na ng tita ko sa Ontario,Canada ang citizenship nila, balita ko kasi di pa nila naaayos kahit na higit na 7 taon na sila dun. Makakatulong sila sa kin kung citizens na sila. Sayang naman. |
Some interesting or not so interesting secrets about me... hahaha! 1. I was born at HOME in Makati in April 13, 1981 with a help from a midwife 2. When I was a kid, I thought of becoming a Scientist and an inventor. But my father was pushing me to be an architect. 3. ...But I really wanted to be an inventor. So, I broke some pieces of my toy cars' dynamos, and with some batteries, I do stuff with it. 4. I have experienced being Top 1 of my class once, in grade 3. 5. In my lifetime, I've only got 2 medals: one in a art competition in grade 3, and one as loyalty award in highschool (at Paco Catholic School) 6. I started to fall in love with Personal Computers when I was in grade 3. That time, I already had thoughts of taking up computer courses, specially at AMA (which really happened years after) 7. My family used to have 4 dogs. But they gone now. Then we had a cat from Chile. So where did we get the cat? My mom and dad used to work for GE. Then one time, there was a cargo box that came from Chile. The wooden box contains machineries for the factory. But when they opened the box, cats and some other creatures came out of it! And my dad had an eye to one creature, the white, furry, bushy-tailed, blue-eyed, brown-tailed cat. And he caught it and bring it home. We called her Madonna. 8. Our house caught fire when I was in grade 1. 9. I used to believe that my uncle Eddie tosses grapes from the airplane window and my mom collects them and brings it home. 10. I had stitches below my jaw because I fell down from a double-deck bed... with jaw first. 11. I almost drowned twice. 12. I was a bookworm back when I was in highschool. 13. I never had a girlfriend.  14. I had a crush from grade 1 till I graduated in highschool. But I never made a single move on her! HAHA! 15. I used to own a die cast metal Bioman robot, but my cousin destroyed it and I cried a lot because of that. 16. I failed chemistry class at third year highschool, and I had to take summer classes because of it (it's the first time I ever failed a subject since elementary.) 17. During chemistry summer classes, we had an experiment about solid molecules' expansion on heat. We needed to heat up POPCORNS on test tubes. But the class ended up having picnic. 18. Also during the summer class, me and my not-so-good-influence buddies made some nasty vandalism: because it was summer, and most of the rooms are abandoned for a while, we took a pee on some cabinets in some of the classrooms.  19. I lost 2 cameras with very memorable pictures in it.  20. A teacher didn't let me attend my last mass before I graduated highschool just because I don't have an ID (so cruel). 21. I climed the highest peak in Rizal (I forgot the name of the mountain), the highest peak in Batangas (Mt. Batulao), the smallest volcano (Mt. Taal), and I've also been in Mt. Banahaw. 22. I love rapelling. 23. I love extreme rides. 24. I made my friend sneek out of her house just to attend prom of her other friend because her sisters wouldn't let her. 25. Me, my friend (refer to above) and her mom went to a funeral. When we were about to go home at 3am, we rode a jeepney. I thought that her mom was going to pay for the fair but suddenly when we got on the place where we should get off, my friend's mom told us to hurry up and get on a bus QUICKLY as possible. I thought that she already did pay for the fair. LOL. and The jeepney driver kept shouting profanity towards us. And the people inside the bus were looking at us. So I decided to pay for the bus fair. (Damn you, Tita. LOLz) 26. I was a video game addict. 27. Someone robbed me off my wallet in Quiapo, with a knife pointing on my neck inside a jeepney. The good thing is, a few hours before the incident, I placed most of my money at my back pocket. My wallet only contains a 20-Peso bill, pictures, receipts, and ID. 28. Someone robbed me off my Nokia 3310 cellphone, still in Quiapo, Manila. Well in fairness, they didn't point a knife on my neck. 29. For the record, the subject I took with most repeats is Calculus. I failed 3 times. 30. I love my friends more than my life! |
I wish I could share my tranquility right now with some of my friends. Yup. It may look like I don't have problems right now, but I do have, a lot. But with the help of God, I feel peaceful, more mature, and stronger in problem handling. Since a few days ago, I've already heard stories from my friend about their struggles. Just like an ordinary person, he/she would think that their problems are the worst. I would listen to them. And sometimes I would even cry with them. But I cannot say anything more because they HAVE TO bare these. Next time, they would be a strong person. I know, they know this already. So how do I bare all of my problems? First, I know that God would not give me challenges that I cannot bare. You have to understand that you MUST get through this. And the last thing I think of is I keep in mind that there will always be a person who is more unfortunate than I am! When I think of this, I always say to myself, "Thank God I've only got this easy problem!" And everything feels alright. ------------------------------- Kanina lang napaluha talaga ako sa mga kwento ng mga pinakinggan ko. Di ako makapagsalita. Pero lagi ko kayong ipagdadasal na sana kayanin nyo ang mga dinadala nyo. Napapaiyak talaga ko pag nakikita kong umiiyak ang taong malapit sa kin. |
Wala naman akong mabigat na problema nung mga nakaraang linggo. Di naman ako namomroblema kahit saan (except sa thesis). Pero bukod dun, wala naman akong ibang iniisip. Ewan ko ba. I always feel secured. Kaya naman may panahon ako makinig dito sa mga kaibigan ko na nagkakaiyakan na dahil sa problema. Gusto ko naman maramdaman nila na lagig may handang makinig sa kanila. Ang bawat isa sa inyo mahalaga para sa kin. Kung maari ko lang kayong makasama lagi, o makausap man lang. Kung mura lang pamasahe, e di lagi akong nakatambay sa inyong malalayo sa kin. Kung P100 lang ang pamasahe papuntang abroad, e di sana nakkaabista ako linggo-linggo. ----------------------------------- "Mayabang ba ako?" Yan ang tanong ko sa sarili ko ngayon. Di ko kasi masagot. Siguro, ang mga tao sa paligid ko ang makakapagsabi nyan. Hindi ko ginawa na maging mapagmataas, dati pa. Kasi... wala akong bagay na maipagmamalaki. Wala. Nakakalungkot. Di ko na kasi alam ang gagawin ko.
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Last Saturday, I fixed some PCs for Angie in San Miguel, Manila. I was getting a little scared every minute while I fix that PC, because I have no idea what's wrong. Just total blackout. And the PC speaker was not emitting any sound at all, that's why I had a hard time. But miracles do happen. Suddenly, I fixed it with some little dusting. The PC was a metal box of dust already. I'm not sure what happened back there. But I fixed it. A very satisfied customer.   ------------------------------- On the way back home, naghulog ako ng card. Mura lang pala bayad pag papuntang US. Kala ko aabot ng P70+. 31 pesos lang pala. ------------------------------- The climate was sooooooo hot! Even at night! I've heard that yesterday was the hottest temperature ever recorded in Philippine history. ------------------------------- Happy Mother's Day! |
- I already did enlisted myself to Thesis A. But I'm not officially enrolled yet, because of money. But my uncle assured me that I can get my tuition in a few days. Classes starts in May 16, next week, Monday. - My cousin Raymond asked his friend Carlo to do the school supplies store for aunt Mely, which I should have been doing right now. One task down for me. - I already did the minor adjustment in Kim's blog. It only took me 5 minutes to do that. - I've already sent the card to Illinois... - Nico did the map himself because the map program did not work on my PC (I'm sorry buddy). - And I'm finished with Sarah's CD labels. I'm glad she loves it. And I hope Carrie would like it too. (Congratulations Jimmy and Carrie on your wedding, whoever you are.) -------------------------------------- I missed reading my books. Because of the mountains of tasks I've doing these past few days, I didn't have much time for reading. -------------------------------------- Kanina, nakita kong online ang sister ko kanina sa Yahoo! Messenger. Wala ko magawa. Biniro ko na lang (Hindi ko gawain to sa mga kapatid ko, I swear. Ngayon lang ata ko nagbiro ng ganito.) Benjo : jeannie Jeannie : :p Benjo : kamusta na jan sa pilipinas? Jeannie : bakit? Benjo : si inay di naman nagkakasakit? Jeannie : tado! Benjo : miss ko na kayo jan Benjo : Jeannie : nami-miss ka na daw ni inay Jeannie : tagal dumating ng dollar Benjo : hayaan mo, this week magpapadala ako. miss ko na talaga kayo Benjo : :-S Hahaha! What a trip! -------------------------------------- This coming Friday, I will go to Olongapo. I want to visit Tere. I missed her so much. SHe had a lot of problems lately, so I wanted to talk to her personally. Oo nga pala, gagawin ko pa template nya sa Tabulas. Then yung kay Eds naman. It's nice to hear "Love Me For A Reason" by The Osmonds . |
Wala kong masyadong ginawa ngayon. Boring. Ragnarok, continuation nung cd labels. La lang. -------------------------- Di tuloy pagpunta ko sa Gapo. May family problem kasi si Tere. So, medyo may conflict pag punta ko dun. Sayang naman. -------------------------- So instead na pupunta ako ng Gapo, nagyaya tong si Kim, tambay daw sa bahay ni Dainty. Sa bagay, matagal ko na rin di nakita tong si Dainty, buwan na rin. So ok lang. -------------------------- Pero bago ko samahan tong si Kim papunta dun, kailangan daanan ko muna yung cellphone ni Ate Bona. -------------------------- Sa Linggo, punta naman akong Batangas. Grand opening nung school supplies store ni Tita Mely. Aba syempre nandun dapat ako. Dumating na si Tito Eddie from Jeddah. PASALUBONG! hohohoho! -------------------------- Ang Mumu sa Alabang. Kanina, nanonood ako ng TV. Sa kalagitnaan ng aking panonood, biglang nangamoy Dama De Noche. Napatayo ako sa akin upuan at sumilip sa hardin para tignan kung may Dama de Noche (kasi alam ko naman walang tanim na ganun si Tita). Pero nakakailang hakbang pa lang ako, nawala na ang amoy ng bulaklak. Pag balik ko sa upuan, ayan na naman! Kinabahan ako. Tinext ko si Ate Yeye (na nung oras na yun ay nasa Vigan, nagcocover ng isang sports event para sa Inquirer) dahil kala ko may nangyari na sa kanya. Di ko muna sinabi sa kanya yun, nangamusta lang muna ako. Tsaka ko lang sinabi sa kanya yung tungkol sa pagpaparamdam. Then tinext ko si Edi, sinabi ko rin ang tungkol sa mumu. Natawa ako sa reply nila. Pareho kasi sila ng sinabi: "Wala yan. Laksan mo na lang ang TV". Ayus. Pero nabanggit ni Ate Yeye sa text na baka mayroong may death aniversary ngayon. Napaisip ako kung sinong close sa akin ang namatay sa date na to. Naalala ko... si Ate Joanne nga pala (my elder sister). But I'm not sure about her birth & death date. So tumawag ako agad sa mama ko para itanong.
Pagbalik ko sa Makati bukas, bibisita ako sa puntod nya. Kahit na hindi ko sigurado kung totoo man ang mga bagay na ganyan, o kung sya nga ang nagpaparamdam. -------------------------- Waaaaaaaaaah! Pasukan na sa Lunes! Paano na toh?! |
NAKAUSAP ko si Kim sa phone. We've talked about many things and nothing in particular, including about what happened earlier (na muntik na syang naligaw sa Valenzuela). Nag-usap. Hanggang umabot ang usapan sa vcd ng hentai (adult Japanese anime) na nakakalat sa bahay nila. Nagbiro sya na gusto nya sana panoorin, kaso nawawala ang ibang disc. Pabiro kong sinabi na..."Uy! Hentai!" Nagreact si babae. Sabi nya, "Lam mo Benj, parang di bagay sa yo." Ako: "Ha? Paanong di bagay?" Kim: "E kasi, ang nakikita namin sa yo ni Dainty, parang napaka insosenteng nilalang. Siguro nung nagsabog ng ka-inosentehan si God, hindi ka nagpayong man lang." Ako: "Ako inosente? Di mo ata ako masyadong kilala. Nanonood ako nyan noh!" Kim: "Ewan. Para kasing di kapani-paniwala e." Ako: "Bakit? Ano kala mo sa kin bading?" Kim: "Hindi naman sa ganun. Pero kasi kung kumilos ka parang... hindi masyado manly. Parang si X (friend nya, lalake naman). Malamya kumilos pero nanonood daw ng ganito." (Medyo mahabang usapan to, kaya puputulin ko na) Kim: "Minsan naman maging medyo bastos ka naman. Grabe saludo kami sa yo ni Dainty. Kuyang-kuya dating mo. Brotherly image, pero hindi pang boyfriend material (Ouch ha!)" Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako sa inspirational words nya. Di ko alam kung masasaktan ego ko O matutuwa ako dahil ang ganda ng imahen ko sa mga alaga ko. Pero hindi naman ako inosente. Amp. At lalong hindi ako bading! (sabunutan kaya kita jan, bruha!) ------------------------------------- Ay grabe. Hindi pa rin pala tapos yung cd label na ginagawa namin ni Pot-pot para sa kasal ni Carrie (hindi yung sa american Idol ha). Medyo natataranta na nga to e, kasi naman malapit na ang kasal, di pa tapos ang mga cd labels. Kasi naman ayaw ma-print ng maayos. Goodluck na lang Sarah. ------------------------------------ Hindi pala natuloy yung pagpunta namin kina Dainty ni Kim. Paano ba naman kasi, na-LBM ako nung Biyernes ng gabi. Dahil ata dun sa Adobong sabi ng Tita ko ok pa daw. Ayun, pururot ako. ------------------------------------ Naku, Bertdey nga pala ng aking Inay ngayon! Happy birthday ma! Luv you! (Kahit di mo nababasa tong blog ko hehehe). Uwi na lang ako mamaya. ------------------------------------ Speaking of pururot... tampururot. nevermind. |
A FRIEND OF MINE asks me what should she do because she can't get her parent let her do want she want with her life. Her parents wants her to do things which I thought, of course, "might be" good for her (but she won't be happy because she's not willing to do so). According to my observation, parents would let you do things on your own if... 1. ...you have your own job. It will be a plus if you live in your own house/apartment. 2. ...you acquired their trust. Usually, children get their parents' trust if they did well in school, and/or if they have #1, and/or if they have been very obedient. 3. ...you have been consistently disobedient. Parents would rather just ignore you and let you do whatever you wanted with your life, or worse, DISOWN you. If you're going below their expectations, most parents would just get tired of telling thing you should do, like in my case. But sometimes other parents would take in full control of you if you do this. I don't recommend this one. In conclusion, you are in full control of your life. It's just a matter of choice. --------------------------------------- MY OWN EXPERIENCE. As usual, when I was still a kid, my parents decide for me. I was a very obedient kid back then. Even when I got to early college, my parents buy me clothes even without asking me what color or style I wanted. When I got to college, I started to do things on my own. |
LUNES. Pumunta sa AMACC-Parañaque para sa unang araw ng leksyon. Di pa ko officially enrolled kasi wala pang pera. Pero kahit na hindi pa ko bayad, ako lang ata ang nag-attend sa klase. OO tama, mag-isa lang ako kanina sa subject na yun. Masipag ako eh. hehe. Kinausap ko ang aking guro kung anong mga dapat kong gawin. Sinabi nya na e-learning system ang Thesis A ngayon. Sa mga hindi nakakaalam kung ano ang e-learning, ito ay sistema ng pagtuturo kung saan ang mga leksyon at mga pagsusulit ay itinuturo sa pamamagitan ng internet. Kung baga e, pupunta na lang sa isang website ang isang estudyante at doon nya babasahin ang mga leksyon nya. Ang mga pagsusulit e, ganun din, kaya nga lang ay kailangan nyang sagutan ang mga tanong sa loob ng computer room ng paaralan mismo. Nakakatamad di ba? Magbabayad ako ng P8,000 pesos (na 1 subject lang) para magbasa lamang ng website nila. Kaya ngayon, nag-iisip ako ng kung anong magandang thesis proposal. Web-based application. |
DUMATING ANG TITO EDDIE ko from Jeddah nung April 6 pa. Pero di ko sya nakita agad, dami pa kong inaasikaso. Kaya nung Linggo, April 15, pinuntahan namin sya sa bahay nya sa Batangas. May bagong bukas na tindahan rin ang Tita Mely ko at gusto ko rin makita yun. Doon, inayos ko ang PC ni Tito Edong. Medyo natagalan, kasi nag brownout pa. Tapos namasyal kami sa Robinsons-Lipa, Batangas ng pamilya nya kasama ang 2 insan kong sina Ray-Ray at Ryan. Nagbantay kaming 3 mag-iinsan ng bata, yung nag-iisang anak ni Tito Ed, si Luigi. Nag-Timezone kami. Mahilig sa Arcade yung bata, lalo na driving. Nang makatapos kami, bumaba na kami. Umalis sandali sina Kuya Ryan and Tito Eddie, nagpapalit ng Dolyar sandali. Habang naghihintay kami, binili ako ng Bench cologne ni Ray (thanks pre), yung Alantis, paborito ko talaga amoy nun. Kasama namin si Luigi sa Bench. Hinahanap na pala kami ng ama nya, kaya tinawagan na ko sa cel ni Kuya Ryan. Nung palabas na kami, nakaabang si Tito Eddie sa entrance. Sabi nya, "E kung hinintay mo sana ako, ako na lang magbabayad nyan, tapos pakukuhanin nang pakukuhanin na lang kita jan." AY SHET SAYANG! Pero ok lang, mukha na kong abuso nun e. hehehe. Then kumain kami sa restawran ni Mang Kenny. Grabe busog. At pinagpatuloy ko ang pag-aayos ng PC ni Tito Eddie. Ayos, inabutan nya ako ng pera  --------------------------------- KAHAPON. Kasama ko si Tito Eddie sa Makati. Hinatid muna nya ko sa bahay para i-uwi ang DVD player na binigay nya para kay Jermaine dahil sa pagkapanalo nya sa painting contest. Sandali lang sya sa bahay. Umalis kami agad papuntang Glorietta dahil may bibilhin sya. At katulad ng dati, sinamahan ko ulit drive si Luigi sa arcade. Sagot ko yung gastos. Humiwalay Muna sina tito Ed, Inay at Jeannie para mamili, habang nagtatime zone kami ni Luigi. Natutuwa ako sa batang yun, natalo nya yung unang 3 stage ng Maximum Tune, yung driving game. First time ko pa lang nakalaro nun. Pero natapos ko rin yung unang 3 stage. P200 ang nagastos ko para sa laro namin. Pero ayos, pinalitan ni Tito ko, in for of VIDEO CARD. hahaha! Binili ako ni Tito ng 128mb na Nvidia video card! Makakapag-games na ko ng matino sa PC ko! hahahaha! --------------------------------- Grabe. Ang swerte ko talaga may tito akong ganyan. Laki na ng utang na loob ko dyan kung alam nyo lang. He's a second father to me. Sa kanya ko natutunan yung ugali ng pagiging magastos, at handang gumastos sa mga malapit sa kanya kasi alam nya bumabalik sa kanya yung biyaya.
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ONE DAY, a friend asked me how am I doing. Just checking me out, because we didn't have contact for a while. I just said, I'm cool. Actually, I never felt as satisfied as this in my whole life. ---------------------------- Although I do have a lot of financial problems right now, but my family is surviving. My parents got jobless a few years ago and we had to build a very small store inside our home, and a small business where we lend chairs and tables for special occations. We also make ballloons for parties. We had to loan our capital from a lending company. I admit that business was not that good. Me and my brother (who's only a year younger than I am) is still studying. Most of the time, we don't know where can we get our next tuition fee, or where can we get our lunch money. But we're still alive, and I'm happy for that.(Read More) |
Aaaahhh... busy with my thesis. Research. Etc. I had a chat with Arvee one time and I learned something: Enthusiasm. "Everything can be learned... if you really wanted to". It's easy to say that, but when she explained to me through an experience, and I understood it better. ----------------------------------- Last May 20, Nanood ako ng Amityville sa Gateway with Kim and Dainty. Grabe! nakakatakot para talaga yun. hehe. I really wanted to Starwars, though. Pero ok lang, sulit rin. ----------------------------------- ...Then the day after that, I was about to go to Makati Cinema Square to buy some PC games (because I was craving for games since I got my 128 mb video card a few days ago) when Kim texted me my that she wants to borrow my My sassy girl dvd. So I passed by her house to bring the cd. Konting kwentuhan. Then na-convince ko sya sumama sa Mall, kahit na hindi pa sya naliligo at nagbiibihis ng pang-alis. hahahaha! punta kami Makati Square nakapang-bahay lang. la lang. Bili kami mga cd. ----------------------------------- YESTERDAY, I went to scholl enroll my only subject, thesis. I've just got my tuition from Aunt Mely. Funny, when I got in my class, only 3 students have have only enrolled for that subject so far. Pero nakakainis. It's so unfair. My Prof told us that there is this rule in AMA that, if someone drops his thesis, we, the remaining students, will have to pay for the tuition of the one who dropped that subject. IT"S JUST SO UNFAIR! But fortunately, no one is planning to drop their thesis. ----------------------------------- After school, I went to SM Sucat and played a lot of Initial D (the arcade racing game). Gosh, Im getting addicted with this. I'm using a red Mazda RX-7 [FD]. ----------------------------------- After that, I went to Kim's house again. This time, her friend, Aica, is there also. We went to Waltermart (because we haven't set our feet to that mall since it got renovated). We just enjoy food and walked around like professional mallrats XD. Then We went to McCafe. We had some coffee... and played TONG-ITS. hahaha! Then we went to Aica's house to played some more! Til midnight! OMG I didn't know that these two girls are such hustlers. ----------------------------------- And I forgot to mention about last Sunday, I went to Olonggapo to visit my dear friend Tere. I bought her some anime (and I think she really loved them). There are 2 reasons I want to go there: one, is to see Tere how she is doing, and second, to hear the silence of the beaches of Subic bay. Yes, I asked her to bring me to Subic Bay to enjoy the silence of the sea. In the beach alone together, we talked a lot about everything and nothing in particular. It was a peaceful afternoon. We enjoyed the sea breeze while eating fast food. I left Tere for a while. Then, I got out of my sandals and stepped my feet on the shore. As the sea sinks my feet in the sand, I stared at the horizon. It was getting dark, and the only light was the fullmoon. The breeze was cool, and silence was everywhere. I wish I could stay longer, but I had to go because I still have school on the next day. Thank you Tere. I really enjoyed it. |
YESTERDAY is my day to be alone for a while. For the past few days, I've been going out with friends or getting busy with a lot of things. Thank goodness I had a time for myself. I've read The Purpose Driven Life again. I missed reading this book. I needed spiritual strength once again. --------------------------------- There was one time a friend asked me, "You were reading TPDL right? Have you already seen your purpose?" Maybe. I think I am already seeing my purpose in this world. It's not being successful in life or anything worldly, but something so humble and selfless. But I can't tell anyone what it is. I will just do what I have to do, and God will do the rest. --------------------------------- WAHAHAHAHA! Carrie Underwood won the 2005 American Idol title! w00t~! I luv Carrie!  |
*sigh* I've been very busy with thesis. So far, i'm still working on my first proposal. Yesterday, my thesis adviser SMS'd me, asking me if I wanted a thesis partner. A new student have just enrolled yesterday. But I don't trust group works on school anymore because I had a lot of bad experiences working with some students. It's like I've been doing most of the job, and my group members are not cooperating. Damn group. So I just asked my adviser for that guy's number, and told her that I would like to speak to him first before I accept someone as a group member. For now, I prefer to be alone. Or if I wanted to, I would like ROY to be my thesis partner. That's why I'm asking Roy right now if he wants to (too bad he wasn't enrolled this trimester because of work). But if he only wanted to, he can enroll late. AMACU permits a lot of late enrollees. I just told Roy that Thesis now is easy, and I wanted to tag him along. I just can't trust other students right now, except for Roy. |
