Entries for July, 2005
I've been always happy for the past few days, even though it has been a very busy month for me. Chains of success has been tailing me in everything what I am doing right now, and I see there's more to come. And I am thankful for that. But still, I feel empty inside. I have no one to share it with. I wish, it was her all along. I guess, we cannot have everything. I guess, what I wanted is a selfish wish. I guess, I still have to wait. ![]() Let me get some beer... It's nice to hear "I Can't Make You Love Me" by Bonnie Raitt . |
I'm done with Cae's Template. Check this out. ---------------------- I'm sick. I've been coughing for days now. No, I don't have TB. I don't cough blood. I think I got this from Roy. Roy has been diagnosed with bronco-pneumonia or something like that. But I'm not sure. I hope not. ---------------------- Yesterday evening, I passed by the church and prayed a little. While I pray, I saw Monsignor Dennis talking to women and children. When everybody else was gone, I approached him and gave his blessings at had a little chat with him about a small gambling site somewhere in our cummunity, where inside is a life-size statue of Jesus in the cross. It looked like a scene from the Crucifixion, where roman soldiers gambled in front of Jesus while on the cross. Monsignor Dennis promised that he'll think of something about the problem. ---------------------- THEN I went to the park a little later. I bought a can of coke and piyaya and sit somewhere in that semi-quiet place. ---------------------- It's Saturday today. But I only stayed home. No gimmicks nor hanging out. What a boring day. ---------------------- I just wanted to tell a friend of mine to GET BACK TO SCHOOL AND STUDY. But how would you convince an egoistic person? ---------------------- I feel ok now about last night. |
IF MY SATURDAY WAS THAT TIRING, it's the opposite of my Sunday. Yesterday, I decided to bring my Aunt's Nokia 5110 celphone to a celphone doctor because the stupid phone can't pickup a signal. SO I brought it to the ABC Commercial Center in Guadalupe, Makati. I roamed around the mall first and searched for a cheap celphone tech-y. Then I found one. But they've only suggested me to get it open-lined so that I could use a Smart sim for it (Globe seems to have a really bad service and signal lately). So let it be. For 80 pesos, they did it for me. Well it's seems that the phone was ok at first. But after a few hours, it's back to its broken self again. ----------------------------- Before I went to the mall, I promised Kim that I will also look for a Bamboo flute for her music class. So after I got my celphone fixed, I went to SM Megamall, Star Mall and then to Ali Mall in Cubao to look for that rare instrument. Unfortunately, after wandering entirely inside those 4 malls, I found nothing. It was really, really fraustrating and exhausting at the same time (I wonder how can I still type this entry at past 3am). Anyway, I'll just look somewhere else later today, after class. It's nice to hear "If love is blind" by Tiffany . |
TWO DAYS AGO, our thesis proposal got officially approved the panel. So I have to worry about the chapter 1 now. I will do more effort this time, with Roy of course. 4pm. I was about to go home, when I decided to pass by Aunt Mely's house in Alabang Hills. Unfortunately when I got there, no body's home. I SMS'd Aunt but no reply came to me. So I've waited for a while, and did some walking around the park nearby. I grabbed a can of Mug Rootbeer and chocolate cupcakes and hangout at the park, under the trees. The air was cool because it was raining a bit. I waited until 6pm. When I came back, there's still nobody home. So I called Aunt Mely using my phone. She told me that she's still in Batangas, our province. She also added the there are keys inside the tool cabinet in the garage. Wholly makerel! That was very silly of me. I really should have called her earlier. 6pm. My plan was just to pass by and get home by 9pm. As I get inside the house, I suddenly felt the exhaustion. I've only slept for 2 hours since the day before, and I was walking around the school the whole day looking for missing teachers. I rested for a while until I woke up by 10pm, when I decided that to stay overnight. I was so tired that I didn't have enough energy to get online that night. ------------------------------ I was just reading this fictional short story by Erika, and I found it really touching. It has those same elements as the other short stories that truly captured my imagination. I can relate so much to the story. ------------------------------ An excerpt from the story: The boy is talking to the artist of a painting entitled "refuge"...
Naluha lang ako sa part na yan kasi... |
Well, I quite agree to NASA that this is somehow "spectacular" but that much money should have been used on more useful purposes. picture of a commet hitting a man-made satellite the article Anyway, it's their money. I don't give a damn. ------------------------- I have been reading Learn PHP in 24 Hours . |
I got so preoccupied for the past few days that I could not start doing the Chapter 1 of my thesis. Thinking too much about... hmm... nevermind. My adviser told us that it should be submitted on or before July 18. -------------------------- I just prayed. I thanked GOD, and prayed for everybody I love, and asked HIM to guide me, clear my mind, and give me hope. I'm ready. |
1000 Peso-worth giftcheck! w00t!~ ![]() How did I get it? Simple. From a researcher. I got recruited by a friend's mom. It was a group discussion about broadsheet newspapers. A newspaper researcher needed a group of 10's opinion: like what makes a good newspaper, comparison of each broadsheets, etc. No sweat. But I gave the giftchecks to my mom! ------------------------------ I was supposed to go with Dainty and Kim to San Beda College where there is a band concert (Hale, Parokya ni Edgar, etc.). Unfortunately we have to cancel our plans because I was in the group discussion and the concert does not allow outsiders (Bedans only). Sayang porma ko. TSK! ------------------------------ Then when I got home, 1am, Cindy called me up in my celphone while I'm talking to Kim at my landline. She asked me to come by her house for a drinking spree. So I said goodbye to Kim and went there. When I was waiting for a jeepney, there happened to be a gang war outside the streets. There were gunfires from improvised guns. I got a little scared. But I went on. ------------------------------- At Cindy's house, I got shocked in what I've seen: a case of big-sized Red horse beer. But I've only sipped a little because I don't really want to drink. And I also met 2 of Cindy's 2 cool friends, both call center agents. I noticed that we have been talking the whole dawn. Thanks Cindy for the pizza! ![]() ------------------------------- Oh damn! My thesis adviser just informed me that we should defend our thesis proposal in July 25! This sucks. |
If you are a PLDT subscriber, please don't forget to get your latest free telephone directory, featuring my brother's (Jermaine) Grand-Prized Painting at the cover. Get 'em now at your nearest PLDT Offices. ![]() ------------------------------- May nagtanong kasi minsan sa akin, "Artist ka rin ba?" In fairness nanalo na ko dati 3rd place sa isang painting competition ha... nung grade 3 ako. HAHAHA! |
Ganun pala talaga pagpuyat ano? Lakas kumain. Kahapon, 2 oras lang ang tulog ko at kailangan ko pa pumasok sa school. Sa di malamang dahilan e parang gutom na gutom ako lagi hahaha! Kain ako sa Pinoy Toppings (ang restaurant na maraming kanin lagi), tapos pag-uwi ko ginataan, tapos punta ko sa ABC mall sa Guadalupe-Makati kumain ng okoy na sinawsaw sa suka, tapos sa punta sa McDo para mag-BigMac. Ayos. ------------------------ Nakahinga ko ng maluwag nang malaman ko sa aking guro na sa kanya lang pala namin ipagtatanggol ang aming panukalang-Thesis. Nung una kasi ang akala ko ay ipagtatanggol namin ito sa harap ng maraming guro, tulad ng sa Thesis B. Marahil, marapat lang na maipaliwanag ko ang panukalang-Thesis sa aking kagrupo na si Roy. At ang isa pang magandang balita ay iniurong na ng guro ang takdang araw para sa pag-sumite ng Unang bahagi ng Thesis. Sa halip, sabay-sabay nang ibibigay sa kanya ang una hanggang ikatlong bahagi ng Thesis (na wala pang ibinibigay na takdang-araw). Sa ngayon, binigyan ko ang sarili ko ng takdang araw upang mapuwersa ko ang sarili ko. Marami pa akong dapat gawin. ------------------------ Masaya ako. Di ko alam. Basta masaya ako. ------------------------ Gusto ko magkaroon ng larawan na tulad ng nandun sa kwento ni Erika. Susubukan ko ngang magpa-pinta sa kapatid ko, ngunit mukhang malabo ata iyon sa ngayon dahil abala rin sa pagpipinta at thesis yan ngayon. Lubha yata kong nadala sa maikling kathang iyon. ------------------------ "Ang Palaka ay may raket, ang shokoy ay may papel, at ang aso ay K9 na! Ang unggoy ay may trabaho naman, at ang pusa at hamster ay gagraduate na. Ikaw? Anong ginagawa mo?" |
Survey from Edeh *BOLD THE ONES YOU'VE DONE* smoked a cigarette [I didn't like it] madeout with a member of the same sex crashed a friend's car stolen a car been in love [oh yeah! all the time] been dumped shoplifted been fired been in a fist fight snuck out of my parent's house had feelings for someone who didnt have them back been arrested [but not imprisoned] made out with a stranger gone on a blind date lied to a friend had a crush on a teacher been to Europe skipped school slept with a co-worker seen someone die been to Canada been to Mexico been on a plane [but not flying] thrown up in a bar [3 or 4 times] purposely set a part of myself on fire eaten Sushi [tastes good!] been snowboarding met someone in person from tabulas been moshing at a concert been in an abusive relationship taken painkillers love someone or miss someone right now laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by [a lot!] made a snow angel had a tea party flown a kite built a sand castle played dress up jumped into a pile of leaves gone sledding cheated while playing a game been lonely fallen asleep at work/school used a fake id watched the sunset felt an earthquake touched a snake slept beneath the stars been tickled been robbed been misunderstood petted a reindeer/goat won a contest run a red light been suspended from school been in a car accident had braces felt like an outcast eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night had deja vu danced in the moonlight hated the way you look witnessed a crime pole danced questioned your heart been obsessed with post-it notes [go figure] squished barefoot through the mud been lost been to the opposite side of the country swam in the ocean felt like dying [like right now] cried yourself to sleep played cops and robbers recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers sung karaoke paid for a meal with only coins done something you told yourself you wouldn't made prank phone calls laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose caught a snowflake on your tongue danced in the rain written a letter to Santa Claus been kissed under a mistletoe watched the sun rise with someone you care about blown bubbles made a bonfire on the beach crashed a party gone rollerskating had a wish come true humped a monkey worn pearls jumped off a bridge screamed penis in class ate dog/cat food [hamster,bird and fish food too!] told a complete stranger you loved them kissed a mirror sang in the shower [always!] have a little black dress had a dream that you married someone glued your hand to something got your tongue stuck to a flag pole kissed a fish worn the opposite sex's clothes been a cheerleader sat on a roof top screamed at the top of your lungs [and i'm good at it] done a one-handed cartwheel talked on the phone for more than 6 hours stayed up all night [even the whole day] didn't take a shower for a week pick and ate an apple right off the tree [not apple but other fruits like chico,mango,guava,sineguelas, etc] climbed a tree had a tree house [When I was a kid, me & my friends usually hangout on a mango tree in alabang] are scared to watch scary movies believe in ghosts have more then 30 pairs of shoes worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say gone streaking played ding-dong-ditch played chicken been pushed into a pool with your clothes on been told you're hot by a complete stranger broken a bone been easily amused caught a fish then ate it [oh yeah!] made porn caught a butterfly laughed so hard you cried cried so hard you laughed cheated on a test have a Britney Spears CD forgotten someone's name slept naked French braided someone's hair gone skinny dippin in a pool been threatened to be kicked out of your house been kicked out your house -------------------------------- Last Monday, after class, Roy and I had an agreement. We agreed that we won't get a hair cut from that day until we finished our thesis. Talking about long hair, dude! -------------------------------- Notice that I slightly renovated my template. I just needed to get rid of my boredom. I've just realized how really flexible my template is. Watashi no tensai desu! -------------------------------- I'm scared. Last night, I dreamed that I am really sick. When I woke up, it became true. And it became exactly as I feared it would be. Coincidence? -------------------------------- Lord almighty, I really need you right now. I believe that you will always be there help me. Bless me with health. Amen. |
Ngayon lang ako magko-komento tungkol sa pulitika. Sawa na ko sa balita. ------------------------------- Pustahan Tayo... ...kung sakali mang umalis si GMA sa pagiging pangulo, yung mga nagpapaalis sa kanya, magkakagulo pa rin dahil sila-sila ang mag-aagawan sa pwesto ...kung sakali mang magkakaroon ng eleksyon ulit, dayaan na naman yan ...at syempre, tadtad na naman ng protesta kasi nadaya na naman daw yung mga natalo. Sa atin naman kasi, walang natatalo, nadadaya lang ...kung sakali mang may bago nang pangulo, uulanin na naman yan ng protesta at pipilitin na naman yang pababain sa pwesto tulad ng mga nakaraang pangulo. Wala nang matinong pangulo talaga para sa mga Pilipino... ------------------------------- Nakikinig ako isang gabi sa radyo sa isang Mini-Stop habang ako'y bumibili ng maiinom. Nag-aalburuto yung isang FM DJ. Ayon sa kanya, bakit daw ang mga tao sa mga welga na iyon ay sinasabi lagi na "ito ang gusto ng mga tao" o di kaya "ito ang gusto ng mga masa" o kaya naman "ito ang gusto ng mga nakararami". Ang sabi rin ng DJ rito ay, di naman daw sya tinanong ng mga nangunguna dun sa mga protesta. Napaisip rin ako. Hindi nga rin naman ako tinanong nung mga nangunguna sa rally. Ang punto dito ng DJ, oo nga, mas marami nga ang masa. Pero di ba nila naiisip na mamamayan din ng Pilipinas yung mga nasa middle class at mayayaman? Hindi ako mayaman. Siguro masasabi kong nandun rin ako sa middle class. Pero parang ang dating ng mga sinasabi dun sa rally e kung ano ang gusto ng masa, ayun na lang ang masusunod. Di dapat ganun. Dapat lahat. Eto pa may nabasa ako mula sa isang forwarded e-mail. Kayo ang humusga. Sa bagay, mas malaking boto nga naman pag masa ang inasikaso nila. -------------------------------- Marami naman na nandun sa mga rally ngayon e puro bayaran. Alam ko yan. Taga-Makati ako. Ganyan kasi sistema sa Makati dati pa. Tapos yung naghahakot ng tao dito, lalo na dito sa baranggay namin, kinukupitan pa yung pambayad dun sa mga raliyista. (Wag sana ko makulong dahil dito sa sinabi ko hahaha!) -------------------------------- So what can I say about President Gloria? I'm not PRO nor anti-GMA. I'm PRO constitution. So I'll let the court decide what to do. Pero di ko alam kung napansin nyo. The senate is not doing its real purpose, whoch is passing laws. They're too busy debating. Di natin sila binabayaran para gawin yan ha! At sa likod ng bangayan, in fairness, nakikita ko naman yung effort ng government to build up the country. -------------------------------- Ayon nga doon sa isang article blog ni ~cpamz, ang Pilipinas raw ay malapit nang mapunta sa isang irreversible path. Ibig sabihin, sa isang punto na hindi na maaring baguhin at magtutuloy-tuloy na sa pagbagsak. Natatakot ako. Ano na lang mangyayari kaya sa atin nyan? -------------------------------- Magdasal na lang tayo, magtiyaga, at mag-trabaho. Sawa na ko sa ingay nyo! Lalo na kayong mga pulitiko! |
Nothin' much about today. Just doing those daily activities. --------------------------- It was almost noon when the ring of my cell phone woke me up. I was still groggy, and I'm not myself when I answered. And then when I answered, the call dropped. It was Kim. There was a text message before I answered, "Call me...". Then another text message came, seemed like yelling at me because I answered the phone (wasting her credits). Hahaha! I just called her right away in my landline. I just promised that I will load her prepaid cell phone later. --------------------------- ... then I went online while doing my thesis ... ... then I went to the pharmacy to buy some medicine... ... and I passed by the church and attended the evening mass, prayed for my friends and family, and for myself ... --------------------------- I was about to fetch Kim from school (because she asked me so a while ago) until she canceled it suddenly. I was a little disappointed. I was on my way back then, so I just went on to the mall in Guadalupe-Makati again. Food trip, again. Kakanin, Footlong, McDonald's Longganiza Burger. Gosh! I'll get bigger if I kept doing this. I just wandered around then I went home. --------------------------- When I was only a few steps afar from the house, I received an SMS from her. "Wala food sa bahay..." Inubusan na naman ng pagkain to, as usual. Medyo walang konsiderasyon din kasi mga tao nsa bahay nila. "May kanin ka b jan? Bili tau ulam! :D", I replied "KFC na lang tayo! w8 ko ko dun. now na." Hay grabe di talaga ko maka-hindi dun. hehe. ok lang. |
A few hours ago, I met Cindy's dad for an orientation. He hired me to train for a project somewhere in Makati. The project is an electrical safety inspection for a building. And yes, I am not a real electrician. I just got hired because it was Cindy's idea (and im thankful!). The pay's not that much but it will do, since I am really in need. I'm tagging along one of my most trusted friends, Mark. He's an Electrical Engineering graduate, and just passed the Board exam a few months ago (congrats!). But unfortunately, I feel so terrible right now. I think I'm going to have a fever... ------------------------------ Ang hirap talaga ng walang maiyakan... Masaya ko sa nangyayari sa buhay ko. Pero syempre di maiiwasan na may mga bagay na iiyakan mo, pero di mo naman pwede sabihin kahit sa kaibigan mo. Mababaliw na ata ako. hahaha! |
I thought Engr. Pahilanga (Cindy's dad) was going to bring me and Mark to Makati area only. But we got surprised to know that we will be working at MERALCO Avenue in Ortigas. The place is called The ALEXANDRA CONDOMINIUM. It is a place of condominium units, in 11 buildings. The place is SO BEAUTIFUL (oh how I wish to own a condo unit). We arrived there at 9am. We parked the car somewhere and Engr. Pahilanga fetch the other guy somewhere (his name is Augusto, by the way). So for that day, our team is composed of 3 guys: Me, Mark, and Augusto. Mr. Engineer oriented us what to do. Mark was REALLY surprised to hear what are we going to do. We have to inspect all 11 buildings for 1 month. And we have to do 18 units per day. Well as for today, we only did 4 units because of the heavy rain. We have to resume on Monday. But I told Engr. Pahilanga that I may not continue doing this project because of my thesis (and the other reason is my health). So Mark recommended a collegue of his. --------------------------- Kanina pala, nabanggit ko kay Mark na wala talaga akong intensyon na magtagal sa trabahong ito. Nung sinabihan kasi ako ng ama ni Cindy na maari daw ako kumuha ng kasama, especially mga Electrical Engineering graduates. Eh si Mark una kong naisip. Graduated ng Elec. Eng., tambay sa bahay. At least nakatulong ako di ba? Kailangan ko rin umalis sa trabaho kasi magiging hindi naman patas kay Roy kung magtatrabaho ako. Pinag-resign ko si Roy sa callcenter nya para makatulong sa Thesis. --------------------------- ON THE OTHER HAND. God just made another miracle for me. Basta, secret ko na kung anu man yun. Maraming maraming maraming salamat talaga Lord! (Pero may sakit pa rin ako hehehe...) My health deteriorated a lot since I started thesis. --------------------------- Naiiyak ako. syet.
It's nice to hear "Somewhere Out There" by Linda Ronstadt & James Ingram . |
Isang gabi sa chatroom, napag-usapan namin ang tungkol sa Gloria-gate tapes... hanggang sa nabanggit ko na laos na yun. May bagong uso, ang "X Tapes" ni Chavit, featuring Erap (daw). Di ko sure kung anong laman kaya nagbiro na lang ako... Loi: ~~oohh eraf... ooooohh. Erap: ~~ooh loi saraf mo pa rihn.. Puro ungol. hehe. ![]() O ha! Kaya nyo to? |
Lunes,alas-nuwebe.. Dapat may klase ako, kaso tinamad ako pumasok. Di naman kasi nagpasabi prof ko na pumasok kami, kaya naman hinayaan ko na lang na si Roy ang pumasok na lang (malapit lang naman sa skul yun eh). Tinext ko si Roy (nung nasa school na sya) kung may meeting and klase, pero buti naman wala. Ayos. Lusot. Alas-dose na ng tanghali, ngunit nasa kama pa rin ako. Tinatamad pa ko bumangon. Paano ba naman kasi pasado alas-singko ng umaga na ko natapos kaka type ng thesis ko. Nakatitig ako sa kawalan ng biglang nagtext si Kim. "Tawag ka!" Kaya tumawag na lang ako. Usap. Punta daw Greenbelt or somewhere else. Di rin pumasok ang gaga. Nag meet na lang kami malapit sa kanila, sa Makati. Sa daan, nakasalubong ko pa si Tita Soli, na mom ni Shiela (na number 1 kras ko nung elementary hanggang highschool na wala naman akong nagawa sa katorpehan hahaha!) Kasamahan ng Magulang ko sa work tong si Tita Soli dati sa G.E. Pero mukhang di nya ata ako nakikilala. Di ko na lang sya kinausap at baka kung ano pang matanong nya sa akin hehehehe. So ayun, naghintay muna ako ng ilang minuto sa loob ng Shopwise at nagkalkal ng mga magazines at VCD habang hinihintay ang bruha. Maya-maya nagtext, "san ka?" "sa loob" "Lumabas k impak2!" (I wonder san nya nakuha yung habit na banggitin ang word na impakto..) Lumabas ako. Sabay nag-text ba naman sa kin, "Nasa loob ako..". WOW LABO HA! Pumasok ulit ako at nakita ko sya dun at pabirong pinamukha kong napakalabo nyang babae. Dumerecho kami sa Jamaican Patties sa loob pa rin ng Shopwise. Tumitingin kami ng menu doon at napansin nyang lahat ng patties ay may word na "Hot". Bigla ba naman tinanong yung tindera, "Ate, mainit ba talaga to? (seryosong mukha)" AY AMPF! Nahiya ako sa aling tindera nun ah (di ko kilala yan! hahaha! Joke ) Bumili pa ng dilis na chicha at dumerecho kami sa Arnaiz Ave. Napadaan muna kami sa Starbucks sa may Waltermart, nagkwentuhan at nag-ice tea muna sandali. Nagkayayaan na magpunta na lang sa Sugoi, doon sa Galas. At tumuloy nga kami dun para makipag-kulitan lang. Sa bagay, tagal na namin di nagkikita ng mga kabarkada namin dun.Nag-internet, kulitan, kwentuhan, at nagkainan ng kikiam. Tado itong si manong fishbol vendor nilunod sa hotsauce yung kinakain ko, grabe malos maiyak ako sa anghang. Pinagtatawanan na ko nina Bible. Naulan ng malakas. Tumambay kami sandali sa labas habang kumakain at nagyoyosi sya. Nakipagkwentuhan na rin kay Ron tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay. Sandali lang kami doon. Nagmamadali na kasi kami umuwi kasi bawal gabihin si Kim (?). May utang ka sa kin Ate Recy! Naku talaga, makukurot ko bilbil mo ARGH! grrrr.... ------------------------- Birthday ni Achi Ingrid sa July 20. Pero magpapakain daw sya sa 22. It's nice to hear "First Day Funk" by Parokya ni Edgar . |
WTF Roy?! I sent a text message to my thesis adviser,and I asked her if the class took midterm exams last Monday. And she said, "Yes". zOMG! And Roy have just told me that he didn't look for the prof, nor look for the class the last time he went to school!! Now we're in really deep shit. So I asked Ms. Rose immediately for a late exam. Fortunately, she agreed to give us one next Monday. *peeww* |
Haaay grabe di na naman ako nakakagawa ng thesis. Eto ko, sa bahay ng tita ko sa Alabang. Bored. Kahapon pa ko dito. Dinala ko lang yung pinagawang Nokia 5110 sa akin (na hindi naman nagawa), at yung electric razor nung insan kong oblaks. Kausap ko na lang si Kim sa phone nung madaling araw. hmm.. ano ba ginawa ko ngayon... nagbura ng friendly friends sa friendster (from 190, naging 179 na lang ngayon). E badtrip kasi. Bakit ba may nagfefriendster tapos di naman nilalagay tunay na picture nila o kaya kahit man lang tunay na info para man lang makilala sya. Paano na lang kung hindi kami close di ba? Di ko sya makikilala nun. May pinagtataguan ata. So ayun, pinagbubura ko sila. Di ko kilala e. Binura ko na rin yung ilan sa mga di ko close. Sana may magbigay ng testimony ulit sa kin ![]() Hinihintay ko lang matapos tong Di halatang bored ako ano? |
Wala lang. Natuwa lang ako sa narinig ko kanina mula sa isang kaibigan. "Maraming iiyak pag nawala ka..." Marami nga ba? Na touch lang ako. ![]() ---------------------------- Kung may nagsasabi naman ng ganyan sa akin, iba naman ang naiisip ng bespren ko. Pag nag suicide daw sya, gusto nya daw kasama ako. Talaga nga naman, hanggang sa hukay ano po. She really loves to tag me along whereever she goes... naku ha. ---------------------------- Pagod na ko grabeh.. |
Let me start from two days ago, when I was still in the bus from Sucat, ParaƱaque (because I was at my aunt's house in Alabang). The bus im in was stuck in the heavy traffic in South Luzon Express way (and they called it "express" huh?). There's some sort of a car accident ahead. Anyway, as the bus slowly passed by the toll gate, I saw this metal donation box at the back of the toll gate personel. It is a donation box from the Red Cross where you could just "shoot" your coins to the big opening. The bus moved REALLY slowly and I waited for the right moment to shoot my 5 Peso coin. When the bus got infront of the box, I threw the coin... but i missed! The coin rolled along the busy highway... Suddenly, the people around me got surprised and looked at the source of the coin. But hey! It's the thought that counts, right? For some reason I kept laughing when I remember that moment. ---------------------------------- (Read More) It's nice to hear "Kanlungan" by Noel Cabangon . |
I'm finished refurnishing Edeh's blog (barnacle_head). Go check it out. I have slightly changed it and added some four random pictures of Jeon Ji-Hyun (the girl from "My Sassy Girl"). I changed the background music from "I believe" to "Canon in D Major" (kasi nagpoprotesta si Edeh kay Jimmy Bondoc). The background music loads up to 2X faster because I've cutted down the size of music file. Enjoy. ------------------------- Gising ako magdamag. Paano ba naman uminom ako ng barakong kape. Nasobrahan ata. Dah?! ------------------------- I have a newly adopted younger sister dito sa tabs. Her name is Nina.
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**Sa mga di pala nakakaalam, sa Metro manila lang non-working holiday, pero walang pasok sa lahat ng paaralan sa buong Pilipinas. -------------------------- Wala ko maipost kasi wala naman akong ginawa kahapon. Well at least I've learned something from Church yesterday. "Panginoon, bigyan mo po ako ng isang pusong mapag-unawa..." When the Lord asked Solomon what he wanted, he just asked for an understanding heart. The Lord was glad, and gave him all the other riches. Just that. With only an understanding heart, you can gain almost everything. If you have a heart like that, you can understand what's right from wrong, and do proper decisions in life. With such understanding, you can be very successful in life, in your carreer. Makes sense right? But of course, you should share your blessing with others.![]() Panay na naman ang ulan. La lang. Miss ko na si Kim at Dainty. ![]() -------------------------------- Bad news: Nabalitaan ko pinaputol na ng Tita ko yung Destiny Cable internet nila WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! Good News: Nagpakabit sila ng PLDT MyDSL! YEEEEEY!! Tuloy ang download ko ng anime! hohoho -------------------------------- Ang Soju. Bow. Isang gabi, naglalakad ako sa isang kalye sa Makati. Biglang naalala ko ang isang entry ni Edeh tungkol sa nakita nyang Soju (yung alak ng Korea na nasa green na bote). Napaisip tuloy ako kung saan makakabili nun. Itatanong ko pa nga dapat kay Edeh. Nakalimutan kong nasa kalagitnaan pala ko ng pinakamalaking Korean community dito sa Pilipinas, sa Makati. At napapaligiran ako ng Korean grocery stores. amp. -------------------------------- Kanina nandoon ako sa Robinson's Place sa Manila. Ang gaganda ng gadgets na nakita ko. Kung may pera lang sana ako... Video Player (Php 3,500) - can play DivX, XviD, DVD, VCD, Audio, WMA, JPEG, MP3. Ok to. Pwede ko mapanood ang DivX animes ko. I-Pod (Php 19,000) - MP3 player with 4Gb capacity. Aray. Mahal. Creative Muvo 4Gb (Php 13,000) - Like I-Pod, 4gb rin sya! Mas mura pa. Creative Muvo 512mb (Php 5,000) - Portable MP3 player with 512mb. Haaay sana may pira aku. It's nice to hear "Sometimes When We Touch" by Dan Hill . |
Grabe 5pm na ko nagising ngayon. Kahapon, 6am na ko nakatulog. 8am gumising dahil may Midterm exam. Nagreview lang ako sa jeep for 30min, pero pasado naman. Pagkatapos nun ay di naman ako agad nakauwi. Kailangan ko pumunta sa bahay ni Roy, upang pag-usapan ang defence namin sa thesis sa Lunes. Buti nakauwi ako ng saktong 9:30, Oras na ng isa sa mga paburitong palabas ko sa TV, "Green Rose". Tapos Phil Young naman sunod. 5:00am na rin ako nakatulog kinabukasan. zzz.... Tigas rin ng ulo ko e. Kaya nagkakasakit. ------------------------- ANG SAMA NG LOOB KO kahapon sa pinsan kong babae. Naglayas na naman ng bahay nila for the nTH time. Hindi naman ako naiinis dahil sa naglayas sya (dahil wala na kong pakialam talaga sa kanya), pero indirectly, affected ako. Basta. Hindi ko na siguro dapat ikwento to dito. Lalayas-layas sya, di naman pala nya kaya sarili nya. ------------------------- Nagchat kami sa mIRC. Sabihan ba naman ako ng babaeng yan na hindi ko raw alam ang pakiramdam ng araw-araw pagsabihan o sermonan. Sa tingin nya bakit kaya ako nag-aaral ulit ngayon? Dahil ginaganyan na ko ng magulang ko dati dahil sa mga kalokohan ko. Nasa tao na lang naman yun kung paano nya tatanggapin ang mga sermon. At nakalimutan kaya nya ako ay isang battered child noon. Di lang masasakit na salita ang natanggap ko... ------------------------- Oui~ Birthday ni Cae bukas! Kaso di ko pa sya nakikita. hehe. Oh well.. |
Haay grabe boredom. Ano nga ba mai-blog? Hmm... Ayun. Simula nang matapos ko mapanood yung Jeon Ji Hyun movie na "Il Mare", na-inlove na naman ako sa kanya. Ganda ng movie syet. Mahilig pa naman ako sa movies na may time travel. Nagsimula na ko mangolekta ng napakaraming wallpapers nya. As in marami (obessesed amp!). Tapos, dinagdagan ko pa ang pictures dun sa layout ni Edeh dahil natuwa ako sa mga pictures. At ang latest naman ay nakolekta ko na yung lahat ng 20 na kanta dun sa Official Soundtrack ng "My Sassy Girl" (hoy wala ko nung Jimmy Bondoc version ha!) Sobrang tuwa ko dun sa mp3s e ilang beses ko inulit-ulit yung mga kanta ngayon . Si Ryan rin bago template ng tabulas nya. Kapatid daw ng layout na gawa ko hehe. ------------------------------------ ![]()
It's nice to hear "Episode 1", My Sassy Girl OST . |
I'll just post rants, since I have nothing much to do yesterday. --------------------------- It's almost end of July, but we (with Roy) haven't finished our thesis document. And we still have to defend on Monday. Later, we'll continue to brain storm our strategy to get through it. God help us. --------------------------- I don't considered myself a strong person. I don't even have that strong personality. I am not successful myself, nor wise like any other. I sometimes wonder why some of my friends still confide to me, or ask my opinion. Maybe I just earned their trust. And that's enough. And I don't have to be anything ![]() --------------------------- When I feel down, I sometimes just look around me, or think about my friends' problems and pray. Suddenly, I feel OK. Those thoughts make me think how fortunate and blessed I am. And I want to extend my hands to the people I love as much as I can. --------------------------- I'm happy for Sarah! She got her new job and she will start a few weeks from now. Well at least, the new job of hers will compensate more than her current one. Too bad she could not get back here in the Philippines in December because of this. But that's ok. Goodluck on your new job, Sugah. Sa bagay, pag dating mo dito mayaman ka na. Pasalubong ko ha? ![]() --------------------------- And Tere too, got a new job. I hope that she will be happy too. Buti pa kayo may trabaho na... --------------------------- It was Cae's birthday yesterday. It was really fun talking to her again in chat. I hope she gets well soon I'll pray for you. Cae, yung pinag-usapan natin ha?--------------------------- Miss ko na rin ang Hong sisters. Pero busy ako masyado para makabisita sa kanila. Maybe next time Naiwan ko nga pala payong ni Achi Ingrid sa kotse ni Nico amp!--------------------------- ![]() Just a picture of me, Kim and Dainty. I forgot when did we shot this picture. I'm always keeping this picture in my wallet. Close ako sa gothic gurls na to, pero di ako goth. --------------------------- A Prayer: "Lord almighty, thank you simply because I am still alive. Thank you also because I have really, really good friends who trust me. Let me live longer so that I could share your blessings to them, and let them feel your presence through me. I will forever be grateful. Amen." It's nice to hear "As long as it matters" by Gin Blossoms . I have been reading My Thesis proposal . |
Time will reveal. And it had been done. Now is a real test of friendship. I want you to listen. I beg of you. Please. I have always lend an ear to you. But now, it's my turn. Hear me. Understand me. Please... |
Loose some, Gain some. I am sad, Yet I feel so free. -------------------------- When I was sleeping, I dreamt that I was on the roof of my house one night while raining. And I slipped from the edge but I held on to a wooden bar. But unfortunately, the wood broke, and I fell on my back. And I died eventually. I woke up crying. -------------------------- I guess this is the end another chapter in my life, and a start of a new one. I'll just keep myself more busy from now on. I want to forget. I will miss my tabulas. But I will return sooner or later. Let's have a chat. add me to your Yahoo! Messenger: ojneb12 -------------------------- Do you hear my new background music? It's a background music from the anime "Boys Be". I really love this one. Close your eyes, listen to it. Beautiful isn't it? If I am to describe this music like a person, I say that he is a sad person, but he is strong. He will suvive no matter what happened. -------------------------- Thank you very much for being a part of my life. Ever since I knew you, my life have never been the same. And I am very happy. -------------------------- * I'll just edit the dates of the next entries when I get back. Hopefully soon. |
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) Bumili pa ng dilis na chicha at dumerecho kami sa Arnaiz Ave. Napadaan muna kami sa Starbucks sa may Waltermart, nagkwentuhan at nag-ice tea muna sandali. Nagkayayaan na magpunta na lang sa Sugoi, doon sa Galas. At tumuloy nga kami dun para makipag-kulitan lang. Sa bagay, tagal na namin di nagkikita ng mga kabarkada namin dun.




I'll pray for you. Cae, yung pinag-usapan natin ha?