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Entries for October, 2005



written last October 4, 2005 12:41 AM .
Posted by solitude12 | 5 commented .

Napansin ko lang, humahaba na pala ang aking buhok (Saan? Sa taas syempre ampf!). Baka magpa-parlor na lang ako pag very long na toh (ahahaaay!)
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At ayun nga, ilang araw na ulit akong nakapiit sa aking isang dipang langit. Sinusubukan kong mapanatili ang aking katinuan sa kabila ng aking pag-iisa at maiksing oras na nalalabi para sa aking tisis. Nararamdaman ko na minsan ang panlalabo ng aking mata dahil halos buong araw akong nakatitig sa computer at nanakit na rin ang likod ko kakaupo. Siguro kailangan kong matutunan kung ano ang ergonomics!
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Sa kabila ng pagiging negatibo ko na matapos itong tisis, nagpapasalamat ako ng malaki kay Cae, at ipinaalala nyang muli sa akin ang tungkol sa mga milagro. Nakakalimutan ko na pala kasi na ilang beses na palang may nangyaring milagro sa akin, lalo na kung pag-uusapan ay paaralan. May mga pagkakataon kasi (marami na pala), na akala ko bagsak na talaga ako, at wala na akong balang ituloy ang klase dahil alam ko wala na talaga. Pero nung itinuloy ko, Pasado pa ako! at hindi pasang-awa ang marka ko. Marahil siguro kailangan ko lang maniwala sa sarili ko, at sa Diyos na lagi lang na nasa ating tabi.

Salamat Cae.
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Speaking of milagro, nung nakaraang dalawang araw, natuwa ako sa nangyari sa aking pananaliksik: natagpuan ko ang ilang programa sa computer na kailangan kong tunay sa aking tisis. Biruin nyo, sa loob ng isang araw, natagpuan ko ang karamihan sa mga kailangan ko. Parang milagro talaga. Todo pasasalamat talaga ko sa Diyos. Kaya ngayon, medyo posetibo ako kahit papaano na matatapos ko to. Pero hindi ako aasa sa milagro lang. Magtatrabaho ako.
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Sa miyerkoles nga pala, magpapalabunutan na ang klase namin kung sino ang mauunang mag-tatanggol sa kani-kanilang thesis. Bahala na si Lord sa amin ni Roy.
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... At may bagong cel na ulit ako nyahahaha! Sa totoo lang e, pinamana lang ng insan ko to. Kasi binigyan sya ng kanyang ama ng 6630. Kaya napunta sa akin tong munting cellphone na to (na hindi ko alam ang model) pero ang gusto ko dito ay may built-in memory, na ang ibig sabihin ay mas maraming text messages o telephone number akong mailalagay. At habang kinakalikot ko tong bagong cel, tinignan ko ang mga nakaimbak na telephone number dito. At may mga nakita akong mga personalidad na mukhang interisante: Arwind Santos, Akiko Thompson, Boy Abunda, James Yap, Joe Lipa, Norman Black at marami pa hehe. grabe napaka pakialamero ko. LOL.









written last October 5, 2005 02:15 AM .
Posted by solitude12 | 2 commented .

8310 pala itong cel ko ngayon HARHARHAR! Wala lang. Di ko pa nga lang talaga magamit to kasi dami pa ring cel number at messages sa memory. Pero akin na 'to, yey!
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I WAS FIGURING OUT how to prepare this website of mine for my thesis. I needed this FTP-enabled website for my program, which is a blogging software. I was happy that I made a progress somehow, even for just a small percent. After this thesis, I will turn that experimental website into my own webby and blogsite. I let Roy do another part of the program.

I was like a blind man a while ago, learning PHP and mySQL for just a short span of time. I learn how to prepare a mySQL database in a remote server. Thank God there was Nico who that day was too lazy to work. I got help from him.
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ANG HIRAP NG GANITO... masama ang loob ko sa isang tao kasi di man lang nya magawa ang isang sobrang liit na pabor. Di ko alam kung mali ba ako. Siguro nga mali ako. Pero napakaliit lang na bagay, di nya pa ko napag-bigyan. Tampo lang siguro to.
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SELF-PITY? Di ko alam. Pero minsan parang naaawa na ko sa sarili ko. May mga bagay kasi na hindi ko pa matanggap. Nagmumukha tuloy akong tanga. Naghihintay sa wala. Ginagawa ang mga bagay na hindi ko naman dapat ginagawa... na parang tanga.








Break Time!


written last October 8, 2005 02:34 PM .
Posted by solitude12 | 2 commented .

There's nothing like eating garlic-flavoured Nagaraya peanuts and Dr. Pepper under the shades of a mango tree.

I'm trying to relax after a stressful week, doing thesis. So far, I admit that I'm still far from over. My program is still under 10% complete. I'm concentrated too much in research and studying new programming stuff like PHP, mySQL, and some advanced methods in Microsoft Visual Basic 6. Roy is also putting his best on some other parts of our program. Good thing our dean told us that we don't have to attend our saturday classes, as said in our schedule. We just have to submit the necessary requirements through email. Now that's convenient.
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Me and my bestfriend got some little misunderstanding. Actually, I haven't told her the reason why am I a bit mad at her. I just hope that this won't last for long...

I missed you. Pero minsan natatanong ko sarili ko na kung ganoon na lang ba ako ka-disposable ngayon...
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The last two days have been SO stressful for me. I got stuck up in my thesis, and I didn't know what to do next. But like as always, God always send me people who can help me: there's Roy (my thesis partner), there's Nico, the computer geek; Lily (a former classmate who loves PHP); Alvin Manly, who gives me clues sometimes on what should I do; and many other friends who gives me inspirartion and encouragement eveyday. Salamat sa text ninyo, you know who you are.
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I still can't believe that I was crying over my thesis last night.
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Benkyo! Benkyo! Benkyo! (Study! Study! Study!)








PI-EYHTS-PI


This favorite post was written last October 13, 2005 07:42 PM .
Posted by solitude12 | 5 commented .

I couldn't think of a title. Sorry. And no, I'm not talking about some trading on Online game items for Philippine Peso.

PHP (PHP: Hypertext Preprocessor); a web programming language, used for more complicated website applications.
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I STOPPED PROGRAMMING my thesis so that I could concentrate learning about PHP. I badly need to learn this one because a part of my software will require some PHP and mySQL expertise.

Oh my God. I just wish that me and Roy could finish the documents and the program itself before December 11, the day of defense.
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Well in fairness, I easily understood PHP. I've read the tutorial at w3schools.com, and I discovered that PHP is more like C language if take a closer look at it. I love C, that's why I got it very easy for me.
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BITIN AKO... Luckily a former classmate of mine lend me a PHP book a few months ago. I tried reading it once but I got bored reading it once because the PHP server won't run in my computer that time. I couldn't practically apply what I've been reading that time.
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Well sorry if I sound like a web programming noob, but I really am a noob.

I'm really amazed about serving my own website from my own computer. I also created a blog in my website using wordpress. It really is amazing ya know.

I just really hope I could learn more of PHP in a shortest span of time.
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YEHEY malapit na mag level 99 character ko sa Ragnarok! hahaha! Walang pakeelamanan kanya-kanyang trip yan.
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I'm so happy that Kim and I are a-ok again. This just proves that our friendship is really that tough. And I'm also very glad to talk with Dainty after months of no communication.

Natutuwa ako ngayong araw na to, parang biglang naglabasan sa lungga ang mga friends ko na hindi ko na nakakausap. Sa bagay bakasyon na kasi.








Update lang


written last October 18, 2005 02:24 AM .
Posted by solitude12 | 3 commented .

Grabeng... hindi ko namalayan na ilang araw na pala akong di nakapag-blog. Wala naman kasing masyadong nangyari sa aking buhay dito sa loob ng aking kwarto, sa harap ng computer. Marami pa ring dapat tapusin na trabaho, at mga dapat pag-aralan pa.
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Nakalabas naman ako nung Sabado. Nagpunta ako sa shop nila Ate Ingrid. Kinamusta ko lang ang mga kaibigan ko dun, at chineck na rin ang mga computer kung nagana pa ba ng maayos. Wala namang masyadong nabago.
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Nung Linggo naman ay nakapunta ako muli sa aking probinsya, sa Batangas. Na-miss ko rin ang mga kamag-anak ko doon, lalo na ang mga nakakabata kong mga pinsan. Kalaro ko lagi ng computer ang mga yun. Nagraragnarok na rin pala ngayon ang mga batang iyon! Nakupo...

Katext ko si Cae nung araw na yun. Sayang, gusto pala nya ko makita. Kaso wala akong time at wala akong extra na damit para makapagtagal dun sa aming bayan. Sana gumaling ka na Cae.
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Haay. ang hirap ng ganito, walang raket. Nawala na mga contacts ko. Kaya naman kinagat ko na rin yung offer ni Raffy. Check the banner below.








HERO TV's Grand Launching Event


written last October 23, 2005 01:36 AM .
Posted by solitude12 | 2 commented .

I'm inviting you guys to join the HERO TV's Grand Launching Event!

This will be held in November 12 to 13, 2005 in PHilTrade in Pasay City (Philippines, of course!). The admission is absolutely FREE. This is an ANIME convention. So if you really love anime, you will like this one. There are also lots of free play for games like Ragnarok Online. And there are also lots of freebies for everyone!

See you there!

See http://herotelevision.blogspot.com for more details.

A map to PTTC:
http://www.pttc.gov.ph/page.php?page=4
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May libreng sundo pa!

Mighty Hero Shuttle bus schedule for Nov. 12 & 13 :

a) Parking lot infront of SM Manila facing Manila City Hall along Aroceros Street

b) Parking lot at the back SM Megamall Bldg A beside ADB

pick times :

7:30am
10:00am
12:30pm









written last October 24, 2005 11:16 AM .
Posted by solitude12 | Comment on this entry .

LAST SATURDAY, I got another chance to go to Batangas with my cousins and Aunt Mely. My Uncle Ed, from Jeddah just got home for a 2-week vacation (It's Ramadan in Arab countries out there.) It's not much. I have only a few hours spent with him because he needs a rest.
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The Thesis defense is drawing near. I hope I could finish it in time.
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CHURI CHURI... Nahihiya na ko kay Kim at Dainty. Lagi ko na lang napapagpaliban yung pagsama ko sa kanila. Nung Sabado dapat kasama ko sila, pero pinili ko pa pumunta sa Batangas. Dapat nung Linggo ulit, kaso napuyat naman ako. Lunes na, sana matuloy na. wag naman sana magtampo mga yun. Overnight daw. Naku, dami ko pang gagawin. Bahala na.
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I'm SO Sorry...


written last October 25, 2005 02:20 AM .
Posted by solitude12 | 5 commented .

To Kim and Dainty:

I don't know what to say...

I'm a bad friend Maybe you won't believe me anymore. I broke promises for 3 consecutive days. No, It's not that I don't really have time for you. It's just that I... well... you know the reason.

I really, really feel bad about this. I am so sorry.







 
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